Brian's face - Brian's expression is indescribable.



There aren't words for this because there aren't expressions for this because no man should feel this no man should know when he's going to -




- his face is blank. This is the easiest thing to say.



calm, no real panic, just acceptance



"Hey, Johnny."


He says it with his voice a little slower and a little duller and a little like he can't believe he can't think he can't feel he can't know (no man should know when) -




- his voice is blank.

"Come and see."

"Look out for Ads for me."



knowing that this was where I was supposed to end, knowing it was right.

him.
and the floor op             ens up beneath













(my beginning is my end is my beginning)